im such a bundle of emotions right now its not even funny. Never is funny to be honest. Anyway IB Math SL paper 1 test today...was not tooo bad... tomorrow will be harsh! o well, i think im kinda ready. I honestly dont care much about them....is that bad? lol... anyway i dont really know why im upset, i just feel really weird....like every little thing is making me cry.... and like as you can see in the mood thing....im clingy... the thing i wonder is why when i really need someone (not sure exactly who right now) i cant seem to find them...and its no offense to everyone around me, but the person im searching for is not here. I dont even know the words to express how i feel right now...i think lindsay knows the best because we've been talking lately and we seem to have the same situations.... so yeah thanks to lindsay...yay for us and our good times at tayles! Im trying to stay away from the people i normally talk to generally because most are bothering me in some way.... so yeah im jsut really tired and i wanna just not be here...o well, i better go now because its jay leno..and the friends cast is on....sucks that it ended today because i fuckin love that show! Love to all Nish