i dont even know why im "dejected" o wait yes i do. anyway today was kal ho na ho which amazed me and then yarn bracelet making which was eh. no offense to all who came, and thanks soo much for your help, but i just wasnt in that great a mood. now im still in a bad mood, my moms pissy at me and work called to say i dont have to go in bc adam cancelled. you'd think id be happy abt it but in fact im a bit pissy. bc now i cant leave my house. i just may anyhow. idk why but i just feel like letting go of a few tears. like i am right now. what a sad thing. i should have known better. and im doing it again. and i know all of this is vague. it really is the little things that matter. and thats about it for now. Nish