who is it that always calls me helpless? or is that hopeless? or maybe both? im confused...today was one of the crappiest days. i was a bit upset still from last night, as i knew i would be. this morning was HELL. i woke up late, as usual, and then my mom flipped out at me. she thought i was yelling at her, when all i did was say something a bit louder bc i had said it 3 times and she didnt hear me. and as much as i complain about her, its weird when she doesnt see me leave. and she didnt so i was upset. and traffic was slow even on shea! i was basically late for class, i got there with like a minute. and for all the weeks that i was the only one in my entire group who recorded stock values and they ALL rushed my table and copied mine 2 mins before it was due, the ONE week i dont have a day or two, no one can help me. bio was eh and apparently the thing we turned in which i thought was a review was actually part of the test!!!! SHIT! mmm spanish was ok, except kat kept asking me for all the answers lol...its ok tho. of course on the way to psych on the breezeway my lunchbag broke and things went everywhere...thank gosh stephen was there to help me out on that one...or else id probably still be picking stuff up. and of course who should see my not-quite-mini breakdown in psych? shelby! good thing it was her, not someone else. im sure someone else may have seen but good thing shelby was there. o well then i came home and watched a sad-ish movie with my dad...he made me, told me it was AMAZING... and of course it was another silly OLD hindi movie, which ended happily, but made me all...ugh. so ive been like that since. anyway i just wanna say thanks to those few people who really made my life a bit easier today, i really appreciate it and i dont know what i would do without you. especially those of you who have been there for me more than just this once. love nish