wow this word describes me perfectly. so i was SUPPOSED to see the incredibles today with stephen and diego, and i even had the tickets, but i got called and was told "return the tickets" because something happened (big surprise, things are always happening). anyway so i returned the tickets, the guy was nice about it. decided eff that im not walking around Desert ridge like i had wanted to, then went up to barnes and noble. i was kinda in a bad mood bc like a good amount of my night got wasted and i still dont know why...but im sure there was some good reason. and at barnes and noble i pick up this book and get my pepsi, no ice. btw the pepsi at B&N tasted like the pepsi in india, it was MUCHO enjoyable. and i was reading this book, and it was soo cute, and i was like almost ready to cry just because i wished my life was like that and all of a sudden i hear hindi. there are these 2 creepy indian guys talking rather loudly and they were looking at me.... CREEPY. so i jsut flipped my hair, took a sip of pepsi, turned the page and kept going. finally i decided that there's no point in trying to escape it, ill just go home. and i have been reading chicken soup for the soul and have been bawling my eyes out because of the stories in it...wow.
although i enjoyed my night to myself, i was a bit disappointed though because i really wanted to not do THIS tonight, that is curl up with something emotional and cry...but as destiny has shown me, there is just no escaping it sometimes.
o well, time to go read more. The only thing keeping me going is the fact that tomorrow morning im gonna see shahrukh in kal ho na ho...YESSSS
love nish
PS- my horoscope definitely said there would be some romance today...ummm definitely was NOT... im a bit peeved abt that too...lol not really, but seriously it would have been a welcome change to the droll life i live.
and im jealous ben is in DC, and i heart DC soooo much.
hit that.
Stephen