HEY! i just love all the moods they give you to choose from. apparently im inlove. ONE WORD: inlove. not two. so its christmas eve. im sick. well actually now i feel a lot better...but you should have seen me last night/this morning. i was everything that wasnt beautiful. well actually thats me even when im not sick but w/e. so i just decided i need to be well so i took a shower, got into some good INDIAN clothes and then played more POKER! then i slept for like 3 hours. like i went to bed in the afternoon and somewhere in the middle of my nap, my sister came in to tell me nova was here, so i got up and she gave me something VERY PRETTY! thanks nov, although you dont read this. and then i went straight back to sleep and the next thing i knew it was 7pm. so i went down for more poker. OH MAN poker with my aunt and uncle and cousin and sister is SOOOOO fun. and yesterday, i OWNED everyone soooo much. but today my luck has so changed. sucks, but thats ok. basically every time there is nothing to do, the poker chips come back out. hehe and dinner was just eaten. and it was WAAY good. i really do feel a lot better. and later, the fishers are coming over, because they come over every year on xmas eve. and at midnight, we each open a present, and they're always here for it. its cool jordan is home now too. i think he got home on wednesday. its weird that he's in college. but oh well. oh and ummm i had the weirdest dream.... no on second thought im not gonna post about it. it was crazy. sucks people are gone. oh well, ill deal. I definitely FINISHED bridget jones last night. now to watch bjd 1 and get some colin firth in my life. i want a mark darcy. hmm i dont have any room for any more picture frames. which sucks because i have some pictures i want framed and some new frames (thank you katie!). Speaking of pictures, all the pictures i took with everyone at school came out crappy. we need to re-do them. mainly bc i dont have pictures of many of you. ill bring my camera another day. if i remember. ooh this is entry # 158. and the first entry im writing in awhile where im not falling asleep. ok i think ive rambled long enough about nothing. IM SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW! MERRY CHRISTMAS! love you nish PS- i realize when reading what i wrote that i have not mentioned my LOVE shahrukh. that is NOT kosher. so as an FYI, i adore him. really. and im soooo seeing his new movie over break. maybe the 29th. or maybe another day. we'll see. BUT I WILL.