hmm so i hate it when someone who youre close to is being stupid. Remember i said the thing about how i hate when people abuse my love? well i hate it even more when its someone i care tooo much about. Anyway so a lot of friendships are screwy right now...and like people acting like "hey how are you" because they have to and they feel obliged, not because they actually want to know or care. Maybe its all in my head, but right now there are multiple situations of it going on...enough said. I think i have insomnia because at any given time of the day you say sleep nish and ill fall asleep but at night...just can fall asleep...it sucks really. Anyway im just going through some stuff right now, and for people out there in general, id rather you not say anything to me at all instead of it be obligation thats making you say hi. anyway i know to most people its like what the hells wrong with her, she has no reason to complain....ok live my life for a day and then do it without being angsty. And i dont think aditi reads this but if she does thats ok bc i wanna say that shes been so cool today, there was really no fighting and on the way home from jordans after pick up stix, she was soo nice and im so happy we had that time to talk. Anyway i also wanted to throw in there (mostly to sheida and lindsey t) that im so flippin excited for the friday of finals, i just cant wait!!!!! o well... SOOO EXCITED!!!!!! On a last note...some people need to learn that the world doesnt revolve around them. And with that...i bid you farewell Nish