Listening to: nothing
Feeling: dumb
so whats up? umm diego wants me to go to prom and wants to find me a date... and well he gave me 2 choices.... and i finally picked one. But i dunno if i wanna go, i should really talk to diego first about this. I talked to parker today too...i talked a lot about a lot. i feel quite a bit better. and hopefully i shall be fine. Maybe i am being a bit too filmi but thats what i am...emotional. I feel kinda stupid now tho. O well. Whats done is done. Actually more than stupid, i feel kinda weird... like now that i said what i needed to say (but reeeeealy didnt want to) i feel kinda odd, like i shouldnt have said it. O well. Now im off to YCs and then Desert Ridge.
Love
Nish
being sad all the time won't get you far, you'll end up thinking like me and you don't want that.
read my latest entry and you'll see what i mean. try to smile darling.