ok so im at diego's with shelby....diego and stephen are out somewhere... cant really describe how im feeling right now, kinda the same as before but the hole in happiness is getting bigger. O well, im really tired, but can't sleep... im excited for sheida's house tomorrow, but i'll have to have ALL my work done tonight, which i guess is doable. Well this is quite a weird mood, so i guess i'll go hang out with shelby and the hamster in diego's brother's room. That's it for now, i promise there will be yet ANOTHER entry later tonight.....so watch this space i guess. OH BTW 2 months until my GOLDEN B-DAY!!!! YAY! ok thats it for now. I love you, Nish