i cant even begin to express whats going on with me anymore. Everything's so different this year, and although it's still better than last year, i cant say its good. Seeds of peace was today...coool how almost no one came...that was fun. Our meeting was much better than last one, but still. My mom's going in for surgery on thursday and will be laid up for awhile... and i just need some ME time outside of my house. Everything here is just driving me nuts, esp. my dad. im sooo happy my aunt is here... you have no idea. thank god this is a long weekend, i intend to relax a lot and watch tons of shahrukh. Anyway i need a good cry and then im off to bed.