ok so last night. i was in the worst mood ever. i didn't get to see bride and prejudice. maybe this coming weekend? idk. but i went out to dinner with eric and christina and james, and later stephen joined us. that made me feel much better. haha dinner was hilarious, eric and i text messaged each other from across the table. and there was a question in his pants. :) and then i went to kierland with christina and eric to go see ben...which was also fun. so i get home, and my crappy mood is back. christina and i talked about life, and she is rather insightful, might i add. and then i was already not happy, but i got on my family yahoo group and i was looking at pics of everyone in india and wanted to see my cousin nikhil so bad, i cried. because i miss them all sooooo much. i also cried this morning. and then i was talking to my aunt in england and want to go see her SOOOOO bad. its crazy. its so hard not to get to see everyone more than once in 2 or 3 years. you have no idea. i hate it. so much. like i was in a bad mood and even the things that normally make me feel better weren't. and i was flipping out about the seeds event, which is tonight. but then i went next door to get my hair done. and it looks nice. the event is in 3 hours, and im soooooo nervous, but also really excited. like REALLY excited. two of my friends today really helped me be in a better mood, and so thanks to both of you. George is here. well not here at my house, but here, in scottsdale. :) tonight is gonna be awesome. wish me luck! love nish