hi. I honestly don't know what to say right now. I graduated, worked a bit, and am now just living day to day. I've laughed a lil bit, and cried a lil bit, and even gotten a lil angry. I'm leaving. On August 23rd. The plane tickets have been booked. I still can't believe it. I'm gonna live in DC. Shit. And on the 27th of june, im going to dubai. It's funny, whenever i just don't feel too great, a bad day or whatever, i always think of my family around the world, the people that i dont get to see everyday or even every year. I think of all those moments we've shared that are just pure laughter. and it always makes me smile. My aunt is coming from England in two days...I don't think you realize how effing awesome that is. There are no words for my family. we just are. i love them all, and if there was ever a shred of doubt in my mind, i know now, more than ever, that family comes first in my life. Always. and you can't just walk in and change that. so don't try. There's this feeling i have, it's not really a good one, but not really a bad one. I really don't know how to describe it. but it has definitely consumed me over the past week. I miss Sheida. a lot. I'm so excited...Jordan's coming on the 18th. And wow, i definitely almost forgot, my bday is on friday! I don't know what I'm doing for that though. oh well, we'll see. these are just for me. and this is from his new one coming out on the 24th im SO excited! One word about the mustache, and I'll gut you like a fish... i now have tried multiple times to get two pictures up...one of me and kiran, from new jersey. i trust her with my life and love her to death...she is my oldest and one of my closest friends. and the other was of me and jordan. because she has been my hero of the day. and everyday! but this effing thing is being difficult and i cannot get it to work. so we'll have to make do with shahrukh. wow, if you got through that, I applaud you. I love you, Nish