a) happy birthday ben, i adore you. ok that was most important. now for today. i definitely couldnt speak when i woke up. it was bad. so after a hectic morning of ink stains on the bed from falling asleep with atwood and an open pen last night, and some throwing of my pillow at my wall, i got to school. seriously, with the exception of flipping out at erin brimm, mietzner is the funniest guy ever. oh man some of the things that come out of the mouths of other students in that class...WOW. but then in biology, the tears started. and lauren arnieri is amazing. we went into the hall and just talked. for the entire class. it was so good. i felt a bit better. but then i went to see eileen and i was bawling. like a baby. i love her so much. she is amazing. and then i saw stephen in there, which helped. and then class progressed on as normal, tearless-ish. shelby understood what my issues were, because she understands me sometimes. well a lot, actually. love for her. and then sick lil me went to the doctor after tok. they said my bronchitis has NOT yet come back, so if im careful, it wont. and robitussen is grosssss. sicky . but if things get any worse (which they feel like they are....) i need to go in immediately, just in case. am so tired. work was amazing. adam is one odd kid, hilarious and amazing as well, but odd. and i FINISHED payroll. go me. i met our new guy chris. he teaches at our school apparently. sweet. wish paul came in today. love paul. anyway so ive been a lil secretive lately. im sorry. i called nova today. that was fun. and i talked to christina. OOOH on my way to work, i finally got in touch with the woman from teh AZ Republic. YESSS she is emailing me questions tomorrow. ok well im being weird. im sorry. time for me to sleeeep i think. love you nish