inspired by diego's entry

Listening to: GOOD HINDI MUSIC!
Feeling: pained
o my... ok so can i just say the best thing to do when u are stressed is put on a good song? i had a musicindiaonline playlist and a good song came on and so i was singing at the top of my lungs and dancing around my room with one of those scarf-y things from india. it was rather pleasant. some things u may know abt me but may not *will not reveal some UNKNOWN things, sorry* ~here's one you know: ive been in pseudo-love.... it better not have been what love is like bc that was pitiful. ~i think a lot in hindi. ~heres one you all know... i want shahrukh. right now. ~ive had problems with depression...only the people really close to me know that. i think. ~i cry EVERYDAY. ~im worse than a lot of people think. a lot worse. ~there are some people that i wanna shoot in the eye every day...like EVERY time i see them. ok im gonna stop this bc its getting me in a pissy mood. theres a lot i havent revealed. good, lets keep it that way. omg im such a girl. this week is gonna kill me. but really im the girliest person EVER. 10 IM windows is tooo much for me to handle. AHHHH. shoot me in the eye.
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id rather not shoot you in the eye. hmm. no. definitely not.

happy CHRISTmas coming up (as in, not xmas)
[Anonymous]
tsayummm
love you talk to me whenever you need
-aditi
[Anonymous]
copycat! lol
ya.. mine was a little bit more revealing... still good tho
today was amazingly fun... its good to know we can have fun together
love you nish

Diego
[Anonymous]
funny how your sister commented on yours from the next room over lol. life is good nish! live it up. it's not always great, but sometimes it is and you have to seize the moment. :-D
Stephen
[Anonymous]
lol we both know i have more secrets than those... lol... im a pretty darn mysterious dude...
dont be upset... there are always good things you can think about... like.. i dont know... hanging out w awesome friends like me lol
love you

Diego
[Anonymous]
you tell me when and how, and we'll get that bitch (the sbucks lady of course).

and then, when we're done, and she's gone, we can sit and chat. fin!
Maybe you should stop the whole shooting in the eye thingy. It really could be quite dangerous for you and all those around you. (There are some people who deserve it though, but it's still not nice).

Well I hope you feel better. I think a lot of us have had problems with depression, but it really isn't something you go share with the world. (like "hey guess what! I was depressed and had a horrible time!"...not likely to happen).
~But dancing is fun!:D

~Sarah