well firstly, im done with my upsetness over not living in india. I mean yeah i still want to but whatever. so if any of you missed the joke that was my picture yesterday, whoops too bad so sad...actually aneet i sent it to you because i knew you'd appreciate it. Secondly, i just wanted to say that saturday at jordan's was great! apparently i didnt write anything about it in my previous entry. but yeah that much michael vartan (sigh) makes anything better. i love that man! and we had pizza... it was really funny bc jordan called pizza hut and the guy was like your voice sounds really familiar, do you go to Desert Mountain? and alias was sooo good! anyway yeah thanks jordan, i really needed that :) Ok nows the exasperation... im telling you now that i understand i brought the stress of two campaigns upon myself, so dont lecture me about that...if you are, then stop reading NOW. Diaries are where you can say/write what you think, so here i go...if you dont like it, sucks ass for you because i dont care. umm lets see...well im exasperated. I dont know what the hell made me think that managing two campaigns was gonna be full of fun. Parker and I worked some on saturday... but now hes like well i dont wanna do anything before i know that ill be accepted as a candidate because i dont wanna waste my time. Unless he did osmethign wrong to disqualify himself, he's IN. and if he did somethign like that then i'm gonna flip out at him. Now this whole idea of waiting... its the freakin stupidest one, but me? nah, im just the campaign manager, what do i know? I havent put any effort into planning this to the last freakin minute. No its ok, i have nothing better to do than slave away on posters for every day this week. So apparently NO work can be done until tuesday or wednesday....how lame. Funny how its not supposed to be my first priority, seeing as IM NOT THE CANDIDATE. eh well if this is the way parker wants to do it, fine, but then dont expect me to waste my time planning everything with TIMES AND LOCATIONS so all he freakin had to do was BE THERE. And the rough draft of the speech is due on thursday morning so theres another thing to do on wednesday. Parker said yesterday "oh, and the speeches, we'll do that at lunch" uh huh, ill bet that'll happen! anyway im done agonizing about this, the ball is in parkers court to plan now. so when he lets me know ill go do what i do best. Manage. Ok now time for some math HW. Oh and btw, im NOT mad, just really EXASPERATED...so dont go being like damn shes pissed bc i really am not. ~me