too many moods to choose from. k so lets go through yesterday first. zero hour=basically waay boring. bio was eh, we were in the computer lab and then monday/tuesday my group (me, arvin, nova) are making DNA necklace things. spanish was fun. we played games...didnt get any right but thats ok. and stephen's throw was the best thing ever. uhh psych was good i guess, nothing amazing. tok was editing/talking/doing nothing. lunch=eat/mao. history-definitely fell asleep. oh well. and then english=egyptian ratscrew. wanted to go home for the assembly but madre wasnt calling me out. i had the best plan ever to get myself off campus but i guess some people just arent that cool ;) i ended up in berens' room which is waaay better than leaving. i picked up her daughter, etc. off to winget's! well that is, after chipotle, etc. jono is hilarious, and we had fun with the balloon arch at tesseract. off to get shelby's track jacket... didnt work as well as planned...:( and then fun dip! so rock revelation, etc. was fun. talked on the phone from like 11 until about 3:30...haha sarah that was funnn! that bug was soooo gone. oh man then last night... i had a weird dream. there was this guy (idk who he was) and he was staying in me house. it was weird. he was living with us or something...WEIRD. esp bc idk who the heck he is. anyway this weekend shall be rather interesting. today=essay for JD program at GW. and then stuff. maybe something fun. idk. sunday=marathon YESSSSS!! oh and stephen, we gotta get seeds stuff done at some point, like IKEA before the winter sale ends! Aditi=definitely have another obscure hindi movie trivia for you. what movie did fardeen khan and urmila act in together? actually there were two but one was just them and the other they werent really the main people...well one was main. anyway see if you can do it. i sooo want to see bride and prejudice. sooo want to. it better come out sooon. im so tired. of crap. so tired of it. speaking of things im tired of: this little game i play. i convince myself one thing knowing it isnt true, and even when i know it is. or ill make myself think something is true. when i know it isnt. i know i could just stop doing it, but i cant. its crazy. im tired of always looking at myself and seeing the same thing everyday. definitely tired of being alone. but whatever. i can deal. OH YES...because i have unshakable poise (forgot about that but when i was typing, i looked to the right and the title i saw was unshakable poise so it all came back to me). christina not sure if you read this, the count was somewhere between 20-30. sorry you people dont get this. not going to explain. I love YOU! love nish