I am strong. I am. Or so I hope. I have not felt as worthless in my entire life as I have over the past week-ish. Well ok there may have been one time in my life that was worse. But just barely. And the thought that resonates through my mind each day is that I am a strong, powerful woman who is making an effort, and it shouldn't matter who supports me. I'm working on it though, especially the last part. I know I have a problem. And I know that I'm trying to fix it, but without the foundation of support I need, I can't do it. And I just think about the power of strong women elsewhere, and it's those little thoughts that are getting me through my days. And a little bit of love. I could use more of the latter. I have to feel like I'm needed, at least by someone. That there is at least someone who needs me to be there. And it's times like right now, when I feel that without me, the world would be just fine. peachy. and that bothers me...the thought that I'm not needed, let alone wanted. And sometimes, I need to hear it too. Maybe it's all just me being stupid and petty, but that's me all the same. Where is the love?