so the past few days have been interesting. I really was beginning to feel quite incompetent. at life in general. it just seemed like I was not able to do anything right (aka cupcakes, the car thing at work, everything). But today, I got home from school, hung around, and found my salvation. Hindi movie of course. I realized that if there is one thing that i can kick anyone's ass at, its that. (obviously). and even though it may seem silly, it's something to be proud of. I am the perfect fan. I'm crazy about shahrukh, yes, but i'm not one of those weird kids of this generation that sticks to people like john abraham and shahid and all those people. I go for the gold. Yes, I appreciate shahrukh (love him actually) and all his movies, but I definitely am not opposed to older movies. One of the best scenes of a hindi movie ever is of an old movie called Sholay. I watched it today, and just to see it on screen is magic (and its not even a chick flick) oh my god. and i was watching and taking it all in for the seventeen millionthi time, and realized how amazing of a fan i am. i like movies and have knowledge from different time periods. but not to worry mdear, shahrukh will ALWAYS take the cake. anyway, just felt like i had to write about something i was good at. now to go bask in the glory of hindi movies/music. i love you, Nish