hey. Still in weird funky mood, had the most craptacular day ive had in awhile... now sitting here with parker cutting little sheets of paper to make his bead necklaces... you wanna know something funny? theres this online convo i have saved on my comp, its a bunch of them fused together, things i wanna keep. And i didnt want parker to read it. So then i leave my room and he finds ANOTHER one with him that i had saved and hes convinced that that was it. This one was abt his campaign, why the hell would i care about that? He really thinks im that stupid, that i'd leave him with full access to my computer to read that, without taking care of the situation first. HAHA he makes me laugh. He also had free access to all my private entries (bc i was logged in to this and it was minimized, but he didnt know...which is good)...good thing too tho bc i def. dont need him to see those. Uh huh, there is stuff about you in there parker. Anyway if he could be any slower, maybe we'd finish this before we die. The miserable part...yeah when am i not miserable. It sucks because i still havent found the right time to tell anyone whats goin with me... and i havent really decided who the right person to tell is. As much as i would like to tell specific people, i'd rather not for some reason. Anyway before parker gets back to my room to finish these necklaces, and i start crying, i'd better go. Sorry if im mean and bitter this week (nothing personal) but yeah. Love you all! Nish