well my forhead feels like its mushing my brain out through my eyes. its a weird sensation, but im quite enjoying it for the moment. Sensations are weird! i mean, my forehead isnt aware its mushing my brain out through my head, but somehow i can feel it like that... and how only i can feel stuff... thats weird too... i wish my keyboard had feelings of sensation. that way i could "push its buttons" heh, anyway sensations are weird. so for liket he umpteenth time, i couldnt go to bed last night for like a million hours, and when i finally slept it was gooood, i ha a dream about this shady character. It was pretty random, i think i recall this shady guy running amock with chainsaws and hyperdermic needles wreaking havoc and mayhem and making some random boy go into hysterics and cry at his feet, then the shady guy punctured the boys face with like eleven zillion needles, and he just looked funny. it was at that stage that i realized i was the shady character. So i ended up just dropping the chainsaw and some needles, and i collapsed and screamed. i didnt wake up then though, but i thinkthe screaming was my alarm, because i got up and went int a room and there was an alarm going, i couldnt really tell what time it was, but i managed to pull out the mains plug, after repeatedly flicking the on an off switch to no avail... when i woke up in the morning, i had somehow managed to tunr my alarm of aswell. thank god dreams mean nothing right, because i have a strange feeling i've seen my dream boy before, without needles in his head that is... maybe there was some deep-seeded hatred that needed venting... i dunno, dreams are weird. Is this the reall life, is this just fantasy? caught in a land-slide, no escape from reality