oK, so today im good, im back from the farm! im fresh yet still, im crazed. im euphoric, and everything i do is mnemonic... its crazy... but ah well. maybe its because im in exactly the same place, doing exactly the same things as last year... except this year i have, ATTITUDE!!!!!!! yeah, i almost said fuck you to my mum. har! blah blah blah blah apparently i owe her 6 and a half thousand dollars! i know! whatever happened to easing me into the reall world, how bout dumping me into it...in the reall world you dont get told about everything thats going to affect you, somethings happen to you you dont even see coming, for better or worse... and its what you do that defines who you are. Me, im going to ignore it. See my weak character, and giggle. Anyway, asides from being initiated to the reall world, im going away to Hanmer this week with the whanau, should be a frood sort of affair, hopefully someone will remember im in debt by 6.5 grand and will give me free b33r!!! I dont know what m going to do... i have to pay 8.4 grand for the my hall of residence in july next year, pay of 6.5 grand, plaus make enough to survive until i move into the hall, and then have enough to buy books, enough to pay for courses.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thank god for student loans! NO INTEREST! I WOULD MAKE LOVE TO YOU HELEN CLARK!!!! but your an ugly, un-frood, biyatch. let see, -6.5, -8.4, -4.5 on top of -1 for living, that makes -20! i have +5! so that makes it -15! hopefully over the summer i make about +5.... let say 500 a week, -55 for board, -45 for food/b33r = 400 per week saved, 8 weeks break, = 3.2 grand... so that makes +8.2 so still -12 grand! if i get a job while studying, maybe earn 100 a week, STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! ah well, as long as i stay positive, everything should be alright... FUCK YOU MONEY! WHO THE FUCK INVENTED YOU! NO ONE BUT RICH FUCKS LIKE YOU!!! barter is so cooler.... anyway im off to ....hahaha study. If your free you'll never see the walls, If your head is clear you'll never free fall.