today i did this mountain biking race, im pretty wasted now... maybe i did alright, i dunno, i didn't hang around for the prize giving... the results will be on the net no doubt tomorrow... my life has become a little turbulent... everything is happening and im not quite aware of all of it. anyway, leaving in three days. im in a good mood. i wonder how we'll click, its been about 6 months... but we've done that for the last 12 years... and there's never been any uncomfortable shit between us before... maybe we're just two people who complement each other... cool, so today wasnt so bad, and maybe ill go bowling or some shit tonight with my german buddies, and maybe the Zeb, depending on wether he can get his scrawny ass out of bed. Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time