yeah so its been a sweet weeeeeek, cos its gaurdian angel week here at Bishop julius, so we each get to look after a friend, its pretty fun. i've got some chick on the fourth floor. im setting her a mean cryptic scavenger hunt, but she's a smart cookie so she'll find em sweet as. wwell she has done for the first couple of clues so i hope she finds the rest... anyway, 7th may 2006, beginneth relationship numero trois! avec la belle femme qui s'appelle Kiri Stanton. 6months here i come! some stuff first about it. 1. something in me isn't 100% there when im with her, but its getting better and better and easier and easier, so hopefully that niggling 3 or 4% will fuck off soon. 2. she is my first sexual partner, and i hope i'm not with her for that. 3. i'm doing things differently and 4. its weird cos we're both at the same hall, so she expects to see me every day... which im not used too... im used to having my own time in between...and im not getting it, so im making up shit excuses to get away and hang out with mates or go for a walk, just not being with her... makes me want her more i think. anwyay queens birthday looms ever closer and i should really go for a run tonight but i dont think ill get round to it... two days rest is too much considering what im building up for... had a shit run two weekends ago, go totally fried, fucked every single control... wasnt really feeeling like it... flat as a pancake...anyway, hopefully this weekend will be much better. When you hear yourself this song I hope it brings yourself a smile The times we had we thought would last forever But forever only lasts a little while