life is ok. will be finishing uni in five weeks. then starting masters i guess. relationship with courtney is up and down. today was an up day. well she is leaving for eight months and we have agreed to split up. i think its ok. i will miss her. but its good i think im too young for this i see my freinds having fun, well im having fun but two years is a long time! i dont know how other people do it, maybe its easier if you're with the right person. well we were going to break up earlier this year but decided to just keep going till she left so i can sorta guess why its getting strained at the moment. im am happy enough that its not affecting my school work. nor my social life. im looking forward to next semester, will be weird to be alone. my hands are cold. it feels like typing is really hard work. this morning its raining heavily, i was standing on the doorstep with my raincoat on and i hesitated before stepping out. it was peaceful the only sounds were of wetness. but then i strode out and proceeded to become wetter by the minute until i reached uni. i sat by the oil heater and hugged it tell the wetness turned to just warm moisture. im running again. its glorius. and hard work. yay. i just saw hayleys comet shooting