i'm getting... overly attached to fi! so im gonna cut back to ...well to not initiating a text, or not seeking her out around school, not going out of my way to smile at her. Its a very hard thing to do. Consciously anyway. and well, ah, i dont want to do it at the time, but in hindsight it needs to be done. really needs to be done. dad's getting married in a couple of days. Maybe ill write down something. to say at the ceremony. yeah. woooohhh we're half way there! woooohh livin' on a prayer!!