When things build up and climax, there's a short ride that follows and its awesome. For me, I tingle, I get goosebumps and the jibbly wibblies. I get it from sounds a lot. When things sound perfect I go off. Once it happened when I was talking to a girl. I don't think that happens very often though, well I cant remember it happening very often anyway, well actually I only remember that one time, but its bound to have happened without me really paying attention. Intense sensations are interesting. To think what is actually happening, its so deep and I cant believe how when your young you are just told what it is and you accept it so easily. So when you're little its easy to learn stuff because you don't really question how it works. For example; language. Learning French in high school I didn't really question it, I just learnt how to do it. This year at university during French I found myself always on a tangent thinking of why and how? which almost sucks because I stop learning the language and just end up thinking, instead of concentrating. I dunno. I need learn appropriate study mannerisms. Like sitting down and doing mental exercise for a couple hours everyday as well as physical exercise. Its easy to train the body because I find I can feel the difference. But when training the mind, the results are not always obvious. I guess you just stick at it until you can realise you are better than before. Like do it enough so you can gauge and begin to measure your improvements. I hope I have a lot of time in my life to do these things. I want it. I want it bad. Please? Who am I asking? Myself? Its up to me at the end of the day, no one else is going to help. Well they, might but its better if I do it.