bah so, i've been putting off writing about whats been the haps... but i think ill do it now. so went to Owens party, was drunk, met Sajal, Got drunker with Sajal, Start getting it on with Sajal, Stopping and hesitating because i didnt want to do it, starting again because it felt so good, then silence. i cant give her 100% at the moment. so i dont think i should. once im completely over Fi, which i think i sorta am, almost, i'll ask her out. till then its aahhrrrrrhhhhhggggghhhhh... going away to forget someone, the whole time ill just be thinking about Sajal... its like ignoring the problem and hoping it'll just go away... fuck thats not how it works, that's what happened last time with stacey, and just ended up wanting her more. so this time im definately not going to start anything until im over Fi. anyway, after the silence, everyone at owens drove to the pool, we swam, we frollocked, it was a sobering experience, man im funny... anyway, then the cohort agreed jimmys house would be a good place to finish, so we went there played some texas hold 'em, got more drunk, watched spinal tap the mockumentary... these go to 11... haha anyway, then we played some singstar 80's! fuck im the man at survivor... and i was pulling off the rocky poses to boot. so a good night... but that was a couple of days ago... today...eh...not much has happened... oh except i went to a freestle MC thingy, these 6 MC's were just spitting raps on top of this funky beat, it was fucking awesome.. they are so great, i wish i could rhyme straight of the top of my head... i guess its a skill though. a toute a l'heure, So many times, it happens too fast You change your passion for glory Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past You must fight just to keep them alive