something to think about... time goes? Skeleton wealth no sense of self She's got it made but her daddy's turnin in his grave your a slave to society, to the coin, to greed but your daddy shoulda known cos you're just following his lead right? --------------- Tired in a red tie I taste my salty sweat my black suit is now my coffin i can hear the reapers footsteps a murder of crows in the sky the footsteps louder, but keep stopping Jesus, he's playing hopskotch with my heart it beats in time with his feat and in the silence my life flashes by with every step wrenching my heart from my chest with an icy grip sharpening his scythe he gives a toothless smile, a laughing wince almost aching to have it, but he's savoring the moment or am i being given time to compose myself to know myself one last time his rattling bones shuffle at me an he strikes me now i fall i crumple he drags me down, down, to eternity, it waits. eternity waits. -------------- its quiet time in a quiet town im half asleep already but i cant lie down -------------- Radio waves just give primadonna praise who cares for them? they're just part of the mans system one line of his brain control anthem follow the trail that leads you dont question where it leads to live on your knee or bleed to be free well you know which one its gonna be for you maybe different to me i chose love and life, perhaps one and the same but without the other, neither is possible. oh well. ---- so its been three whole years man. im starting to think about things like... a real job. something i feel weird about. i want to find a calling. but i dont care really, i know that its rare. i should hope to stumble upon it really. leave it to chance. or make a choice. lucks up to fuck all if you ask me. being proactive is worth it but its a hard road. its and exciting road though. better than sitting around waiting for nothing to come by. i really want to work for ECan i hope i get a shot at an interview. i hope they do. i should go in and talk to someone and get the ball rolling perhaps? well they have a hydrogeology division and that stuff interests me quite a lot... i like the chem side of geology. and i like being green which hydrogeology is i guess... hmmm i get to vote for the first time soon. i wonder how ill feel about that. i killed a bird today. the cat had mutilated it and it was bleeding everywhere so i popped its head off. i felt sick for a while after until i was occupied by something else. anyway its midnight. so i better sleep. ringing on my bell knockin' on my door we are the midnight marauders midnight. midnight.