Tonight is our social, ie dance thing. They doe these once a term, so there is four per year. not a lot happens from what i take it. i mean people turn up, talk, dance a bit, i wish now, probably the only time ever that we could dance like we did in the old days... big lines, and twirling partners and such, i love dancing... its great. but seriously thse socials are more like-stand-in-circles because thats what happens... and you go from circle to circle of people you know, maybe now and again a break circle will pop up, and all the islanders will crack upon some breaks, everyone rushes in and pushes people into the middle, and people get uncomfortable etc... thanks god for your mates, or in some cases, i wish i could kill my mates... sure i usually throw down a caterpillar or a windmill, but those island boys, man can they break. anyway im kinda looking forward to it, but partially dreading it. ex-girlfriends... ahh aslknfalksnas,knfd BLAH! oh well, ill just have to avoid them like the plague. I dont know why girls love the term "can we still be friends?" sure ok! i still can't get close enough to one of my ex-gfs with out wanting her... sucks for me, maybe i take ages to get over people who have a big impact on my life, i guess everyone does. i guess its still kinda cool, its like when your grandma dies, you dont ever get them back, and that connection is lost. But with ex-gfs they dont die! they're still there, you still have some sort of connection... and it lingers and lingers and lingers, and never quite fully dies off. unless you move overseas... but even then, if you see them in the street... peh ill just go out there to enjoy myself, and not give a flying fuck about anyone else, except maybe alannah, she is pretty hot. and kinky... bah life is a hard test sometimes, and its difficult to know whether you're going about it the right way or not. fight the war, fuck the norm.