k well i accidentally deleted this entry by pushing back... GOOD ONE SIMON! i wrote a whole lot of crap about mushy feelings too. oh well lost forever, basically not much happened on christmas day. time passed and it became the day after. fantastico! here it is in short hand 1. woke up wnet to breaka at dads 2. came home, rang hutch, went so-so 3. went to lunch at aunties, couldnt join in due to legs, got alienated, went inside fell asleep. 4. woke up and rang hutch, went good good 5. came home listened to foo fighters till i went to sleep 6. woke up today to dusty springfield singing Why dont you stop And look me over? Am I the same girl You used to know? Why dont you stop And think it over? Am I the same girl Whom you hurt so? Im the one you want And Im the one you need Im the one you love The one you used to meet Around the corner everyday We would meet and slip away But we were much too young To love each other this way Am I the same girl? Yes I am, yes I am Am I the same girl? Yes I am, yes I am and i have asploded!