well today i just didnt go to work. i stayed home and mucked around, did most of my christmas shopping and then went for a massive bike up the hills and down through the mountain bike park. nuts. i dunno... Beck's awesome. i dunno what i'm doing. playing it slow i guess. hopefully its gonna work. Fi got me letter, she sent me a text saying thanks and stuff. i dunno, i didnt feel much for her so maybe its gone. i hope it is. i really for my own sanitys sake hope i dont want her more than i want a nut and sultana outward bound. sing for absolution I will be singing falling from your grace