FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF truck. today. planned to study. didnt. two words: GOING TO FAIL. LOW STANDARDISED TEST SCORES. WASTE OF LIVING SPACE. SOMEBODY GIVE ME A SWIFT KICK UP THE BUM. ahhh, life. how wonderful. sensuous and boring. the biggest anti-climax of the day "HEY DUDE WHATSUP MAN??? WANT TO DO SOMETHING????" "...yes" man, its cool how some people are just so fucking excited about life, and just get enthousiastic aye! wooohooo! ummm, but seriously, its funny how some plans you make never come into fruition... i think you need to believe pretty hard just to make any plans work... my friends girlfriend, i guess she's my friend too... anwyay she's american, and she stayed in NZ for awhile, but then went back... but she's planning to get out.. . and she's really holding onto it, and putting all her heart into it, and i can tell that there is no way ever, that she isn't going to not go through with this plan... So maybe if i get motivated and start actually pursuiing and DOING my plans will work... ill give it a go tomorrow. yeah. and another thing... i've sorta shut myself of from my friends lately. i dont really talk to them about much... ever since, i sorta i dunno, got sick i guess it started then. i just havent involved them much in my life... so im gonna try and fix that. and start talking tothem a whole lot more, because they are pretty interesting people, and they usually have stuff to say... and i should listen, otherwise i'll never know where they at.. and thats important i think... maybe so.. until next time... I said come on Fhqwhgads I said come on Fhqwhgads Everybody to the limit Everybody to the limit Everybody come on Fhqwhgads