seeing as most of April is gonna be a holiday kim gonna be onm here a heaps more. so woohoo! isnt that just great. yup. yup. and no. been rock climbin a fair bit and my hands are starting to finally harden up and not get rip to shreds after every climb. nationals start in four days, i got a race fri,sat,sun and monday. hopefully i dont get to wasted running my arse of each day that i cant do it the next... mmm. yeah. might go for my last run tommorrow night. then as jog on thursday for half an hour. and lots of rest in between and lots of water. i think me and caleb are gonna start coaching some ten year olds so i can get my soccer subs paid, because otherwise it'd be like 200 bucks, and i really dont have that kinda cash right now. so yeah, well i know im doing it, but caleb seemed pretty interested so i guess he's keen. i went along to a wee get together day and the kids seemed pretty enthousiastic. hopefully i can get em to improve somewhat, but i guess its up to them too, and how much they put into practice with me. I hope i dont get none of that "parents living their hopes through their kids" shit, cos those people are fucked up. and hopefully i can actually coach... i guess i can. its just soccer after all and i been doing it since i was 6, so i should be the man at it. im back home for the hols too, which is weird, cos mum tells me to do stuff... and theres like nobody around,. whereas at Bish theres always someone to talk to and you're living with your mates so its cool, and you pretty much tell yourself what to do therere, apart from when an R.A ownz you for wearing no shoes in the dining room! $15 fine take that! i have a maths assignment too that i prob gotta do soon. before i leave it to the last minute. which i really dont wanna do. again. yeah, im pretty much sent and my arms are getting tired from typing. No matter how I try, No matter what I say, I'm blamed, I'm shamed, I'm judged unfairly. So now I've died before. It feels as bad as yesterday. I never stoned the crow, no.