Poo. Double merde. I hate myself. I really do! I CANNOT BELIEVE that I woke up late today. OF ALL DAYS. It's Sunday and I totally slept through Sunday school and half of church! I SUCK. It's not just Sunday, see. it's THE sunday. The Sunday I've spent EXTENSIVE time preparing for. YOUTH sunday. It was gonna be so cool and I was even a major part, and I OVERSLEPT. This is so sucky i can't even begin to retell the suckiness of it. Oh and last night? Sara... *bites lip* I feel so bad... We messed up. I guess it was a bad idea for her to ask Justin because he's so shy and would rather hang out with other people. I guess I thought he was pretty cool on our date but now I think he's kinda a jerk. He danced with Sara three times. Total. All night. he wasn't very cooperative for the pictures and he spent all the time in line talking to his friends farther back. I was so pissed but what could I do? I guess, being me, I could have yanked him back and smiled sweetly and said, "Excuse me? Your date is over there and you're really not helping by being over here." or something. In any case. Our Sarongs kept falling which pissed me off, too! We went to the bathroom in KMart to try to fix it for good, but not only did I not succeed in that, Sara left her ring in the bathroom. We didn't know at the time though. Then it was still pretty early so we went to Lee's and I think that Sara had realized she left her ring at KMart and wanted to tell me and didn't. I would have taken her back to KMart. I really would have, but she decided not to tell me and I didn't make the connection until like...now. But, my sarong fell off again...So I went to my car and got my shorts and put on my shorts so Sara was the only one in a Skirt. I felt really bad about it, but mine kept falling off. Stupid lack of hips. Then at the dance, Sara finally told me that her ring was at KMart and I was like Okay, lets go get it, but she was on the verge of tears saying it wouldn't be there and didn't have enough time and stuff. I decided that if she was right and the ring wasn't there she'd be WAY disappointed and cry and that would start me crying and a big chain of crying would ensue. Which would not be good for the rest of the population. In any case. Her night was not all that great. And that sucks. Because she's my best friend and if she ain't happy, I ain't happy. And unlike her, who is sweet and decides not to make everyone listen to her woes, I bring EVERYONE down with me. whether they want to be or not. Ugh. I hate myself today.