4:30 Late Thursday Afternoon This semester rocks. for much of February and March I was a bit depressed because of work and things to do with a lack of communication in nearly every relationship in my life. Aym helped me by inviting me to things and playing with me, but now...no single person consistently hangs out with me. it's kind of frustrating. what's so obnoxious about me? is it something I can change? is it me? or is it just that people are so busy with the nearing end of the academic year? i don't really know. anyway, 4 years ago today I started this diary. A lot has happened in those four years. a lot has changed. I still look the same. my view on life has changed a bit. it's kind of interesting to go through my deviantart gallery to see the way my photography has evolved. It's interesting to read through my deadjournal entries from when i was 14 up until i turned 16, and then come to this diary and read through my thoughts and ideas from 16 on. people change subtly. I hope when I'm older, I appreciate the journal I've kept. Maybe i'll let my children read it. maybe i'm just being a hopeless romantic.