10:29 Friday Night How much more of this can we take? I'm freaking out and i don't know what i want. I know what I don't want, but I don't know what I want. I kind of want to cry. I miss the Rainbow Army, and I miss having a downtown to bus to, and I miss the trips to Alice, and I miss swing lessons, and I miss cuddling in bed falling asleep to the sound of his voice, and I miss going to the beach, and I miss my life.