6:50 Wednesday Morning No. i'm just sad that i'm so sad. I miss the days when i was so happy. i hate the time difference and that I never get any sleep. i hate that i didn't get an e-mail this morning. i hate that he disappointed me. I'm not mad at him. I'm just frustrated because I can't be with him and so i look forward to every call, every time i get to hear his voice. listen to his words. instead of just reading them. I hate feeling like i shouldn't tell him i love him. he promised he'd call me every weekend for the rest of the month. yay. two phone calls. a promise like he promised to call me last night? I think he got frustrated with me last night too, but he had every right to. i need to change my psychological disposition and stop being so bipolar.