2:11 Saturday Afternoon the snow is blowing in two different directions. come on, weather, lighten up. literally. stop being so damn cold to me. We'll never havea good friendship if you keep shutting me out. I'd love to see you smile, weather. I'd love to see your sun shine. Your frozen tears are too much. At least tell me what's wrong. Is it global warming? Are you retaliating? Your demons are ruining you, aren't they. we're ruining you. aren't we. yesterday, i had several shrimp, a piece of cake, maybe some cereal...uhmmm. oh yeah. several girl scout cookies, and a burrito drowned in salsa. and some hot chocolate. today i had a bowl of cereal and a granola bar...i'm thinking of having another piece of cake. then at work, i'll probably have more cake. i'm not sure what else. And the worst part is i feel like i'm eating a TON of food, and when i think about it, I'm not really. I burned 110 calories playing ddr today. 170 yesterday, plus skiing. I feel really really gross. This isn't a healthy outlook. Being depressed sucks.