Sunday, 9:46 p.m.   Is it really unifying if not everyone feels the unity? I didn't have that much fun in Inside Out today. Yeah. I felt really alienated. I might have felt better if Aaron and Tori might have stuck around; but they had to "leave early." 5 minutes after they got there. And I was there thinking "why the poo would you go to church to make out?" And I was kind of the brunt of all the jokes tonight. It made me sad because I'm not fast like them and I'm not coordinated like them and I'm not the jumprope master like they are. They were so condescending and it pissed me off. And for some reason I thought of my poopy puppy in heaven and I really wanted to cry. Or maybe I just needed an excuse to cry. Because I'm lame like that; I cry because they made me feel horrible...like you know, one of the outcasts in middle school. It makes me really glad and thankful that I was never an outcast. Well, not knowingly anyway. And after a while, I started liking myself (it took a few years..and the process started around July), and people started liking me more. I've changed a lot. But I still can't jump rope.