Everything is so messed Up Seriously. Every time I think about the little mishap last night, it feels like someone pours tingle down my stomach. It's so weird. Nothing at all like butterflies. More like a snake... So I went to Walmart and bought a bikini for myself (bad me) and a present for Sara. My stupid bank card wouldn't scan so I had to write a check. EW. I spent all my money...I hope I have enough for today....I hope WOW doesn't cost more than 10 bucks.... I've only got 21.40... dammit, my bank account is depleted. AGAIN. Anyway. Then I went to Scott's house to pick him up to go to Kirsten's for Sara's "surprise" birthday party. She came running out of the house and really scared me because she was laughing so hard it sounded like she was crying. I got to see Kirri and Aubree and meet Ber's little sister. I also saw people I didn't know. yay. it was fun, I think...poor Scott was the only boy besides Kirri's brothers. I took Sara home and we hung out for a few minutes...but I had to leave because I told my mom the party ended at 7:30 I drove Scott home too. neat huh. This is the big mishap that makes me feel weird on the inside when I think about it. oh I got that feeling again. and again. But the point is. We were in my car embracing and kissing and then he sits there and looks at me for like ever...I'm sitting here going "what on earth is he thinking about...and why are his cheeks twitching?" So finally I said "Why are your cheeks twitching?" And he said he didn't know..that'd never happened before. Well it has, I've just never told him before. anyway Then I was tired of my eyes trying to focus on something so close to me so I kissed him again and then... he tried to make out with me! OMG. I think I turned really, really red. I think I am right now just thinking about it. Oh. Nope. Well my cheeks were stinging and I pursed my lips together really really tight, and my eyes opened up really wide in horror. "Oh my GOD. we just ate PIZZA! EWwww!" was the key thought I had. I pushed him away and smiled at him and said "maybe some other time...when we're not in my car.." and I hugged him again and he left. He even locked the door behind him. Good boy. I love that kid. And then I came home. And some whacko nutjob called me. Said he was Dave from school. His voice was WAY too high to be Dave. WTF. I think this might be the guy who called me the night before Valentine's who was desperate to talk to me because he asked for the number to where I was at 10:30 PM. Then when my parents wouldn't give it to him he never called back. He called the unlisted number...how the hell did he get the second line? Anyway. This "Dave" person was all "oh I just wanted to say hi," so I said, "...Hi." And he said "How's it hangin in your neck of the woods?" "Um. It's fine." He's all "that's good, things are good here too," and he sounded really nervous and he talked a lot and Finally I was just like "Hey, sorry, but I'm really tired. I'm going to bed." Monday I'm going to ask Dave if he called me. And I'm going to Mandy's sometime and we're going to call then the number that was on the Caller ID (no name, just a number..probably a cell).... So weird. Then I went to bed...because it was already 9:30 and I was dead tired.