Empty Bohemian Dream They don't have bohemian as a mood? Those losers! They have erotic, saturnine, confuzzled, and other weird moods, but NOT bohemian. That's okay. I'm not 100% certain on the meaning of bohemian. Just that it sounds hella cool and this is one sweet song. "Momma! Didn't mean to make you cry! If I'm not back again this time tomorrow, carry on. Carry on as if nothing really matters." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Okay, enough of that. I am really really tired of waking up in the mornings. Seriously. I've taken to sleeping in later and later every day in efforts to avoid waking. This morning, I awoke at 6:15 like normal. And I went to the bathroom to "do my hair" and I just stared at the counter for 15 minutes. Then I went back into my room and put some clothes on. and sat on the ground and stared at my floor for 15 minutes. Then I grabbed a banana and left. I hate this. I hate going to school and doing nothing but think about where else I could be. With Scott, for instance. I think about that a lot. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Man. Daddy said I couldn't go up in the canyon with you guys (thou dost know whoeth you are). period. He's such a poo. Well he said "No parents, no way." And no one wants to pack along parents. So I'll be out this time. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Stupid Holly wants to go on a date with a boy at work, but she can't because she doesn't have a group. I told her maybe if I could get a date I'd go. Anyone volunteer? She's calling me later tonight but I have no money. Well, the money I have I'd rather spend on myself because I'm selfish like that. So, wanna pay, too? Heh. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want a pass to the sports academy. I honestly do. or a pass to the rec center at school. I seriously need to go lifting. I wonder how much a 10 punch pass at school is. I really really want to start lifting again. And hottubbing would be nice. Getting back into shape would be -fantastic-. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is one of the most random entries I've ever written. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It is decided. The day after graduation, I cut my hair. I'm growing it out all through high school. On the day after graduation, I'll go to a salon and get my hair cut until an inch remains. Then I'll spike it. And color it!! Black and red streaks amid my natural blonde! And if I don't feel like spiking it, I can leave it down for the shaggy hair look. I'll donate my hair to locks of love and be selfless as well as freaking cool. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am not feeling deep today