4:47 Monday Afternoon Happy that he's in my life, happy that he made my life so perfect for 8 months; happy that he still loves me, happy that he still talks to me, happy that he's still with me even though he's not. Sad that he's not with me. Sad that he can't blow bubbles with me. Sad that I can't look into his handsome face and tell him what I think. Sad that he can't play with my hair or touch my cheeks or butterfly kiss me. but on the bright side, i'm ten ninjas.