2:56 Mid Sunday Afternoon it's lazy today. I'm afraid that I'll never have an original thought. i probably stole that. I hate it when people give me money, except the people I work for, and even then I feel bad. I like having money, I just feel bad like I'm taking it from someone else. even when someone pays me back for something...it freaks me out. It's summer. I hate lazy days when I'm by myself. I love them when I'm with people I can be myself around. Rather, i like lazy days with Caleb. If he were here, we could maybe go on a walk to my swingset outside, or if I was there (and it wasn't winter), we could go to the park a few blocks down and play on the swingset there. or we could go to the Other Park a few blocks in the other direction and play on their flying fox. i really like parks with playgrounds. i really hate being on the phone when no one is talking.