Tuesday, 8:40 p.m.   Hehehehe I love your left half the best because when I lean on it I hear your heart beat and it makes me remember how real we are. I hated listening to heartbeats until I heard yours, and now I would give anything to listen to a muscle in your chest pump blood throughout your body, and feel your cold hands on my warm face or arms or back or stomach. It's a thrill and I love it. Just like I love you.