Friday, 9:32 p.m.   Five Feet Away Sometimes the things that are the closest to your fingertips are the things that are the hardest to attain. I was on the brink of asking Caleb out to a movie or something. Just like "Hey Caleb. I'm not doing anything tomorrow are you?" I know he can take a hint. I know he can. And that's blatantly obvious. We were even on the subject, I could have just said, "Maybe you and I could go to a movie or something?" And seen what he'd say to that. I even told him he looked good. I was so proud of myself. Like, we were talking about clothes and I said, "It was cute. You looked good." I'm so amazed with myself. I might actually get the balls to actually ask him out or something. I mean not to be my boyfriend. I mean on a date. Obviously no one here's going to. So shallow. So pointless. Whirling into a life of oblivion. ----------- 10:21 a.m. the next day. Thanks, Brendon.