Saturday, 2:43 p.m.   Plastic and Following Aren't surveys lame and dumb and uncool? Totally!@ here's one I stole from [lipsxsewnxshut]. If you detest surveys, I suggest you not read this entry. If you are bored, I suggest you not read this entry. Reading this survey will probably not make your life better. You have been warned. Put an x next to the things that apply to you. Have you ever... [ ] been drunk. [x] kissed a member of the opposite sex. [ ] kissed a member of the same sex. [ ] rode in a taxi. [x] been dumped. [ ] shoplifted. [ ] been fired. [ ] been in a fist fight. [x] snuck out of your parent's house. [ ] been arrested. [ ] made out with a stranger. [ ] stole something from your job. [ ] celebrated new years in times square. [x] went on a blind date. [x] lied to a friend. [x] lied to your parents. [ ] had a crush on a teacher. [ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. [ ] been to europe. [x]skipped school. [ ] thrown up from drinking. [x] lost your sibling. [x] played 'clue'. [x] had a sleepover party. [x] went ice skating. [ ] dropped x. [x] cheated on a bf/gf. [ ] been cheated on. [x] had a sweet sixteen. [ ]had a quinceanera. [x] had a car. [x] drove. Do you... [x] have a bf. [ ] have a gf. [x] have a crush. [x] feel loved. [x] feel lonely. [x] feel happy. [ ] hate yourself. [x] think your attractive. [x] have a dog. [x] have your own room. [ ] listen to rap. [x] listen to rock. [ ] listen to soul. [x] listen to techno. [ ] listen to reggae. [x] paint your nails. [ ] get good grades. [x] play an instrument. [x] have slippers. [x] wear boxers. [x] wear thongs. [x] wear black eyeliner. [ ] like the color blue. [x] like the color yellow. [ ] cyber. [ ] claim. [x] like to read [x] like to write. [x] have long hair. [ ] have short hair. [x] have a cell phone. [ ] have a laptop. [ ] have a pager. Are you... [ ] ugly. [x]pretty. [x] ok. [ ] bored. [x] happy. [x] white. [ ] black. [ ] mexican. [ ] asian. [ ] short. [ ] tall. [ ] grounded. [ ] sick. [x] lazy. [ ] single. [x] taken. [x] looking. [ ] not looking. [ ] talking to someone. [x] IMing someone. [x] scared to die. [ ] tired. [ ] sleepy. [x] annoyed. [ ] hungry. [ ] thirsty. [ ] on the phone. [ ] in your room. [ ] drinking something. [ ] eating something. [ ] in your pjs. [x] ticklish. [x] listening to music. [ ] homophobic. [ ] racist. Yay for no details! It was an easy survey. Ha. Things I might do before I die that would put x's n some of these squares: Kiss a girl Ride in a taxi Be fired Be in a fist fight Make out with a stranger Celebrate New Years in Time Square Celebrate Mardi Gras in New Orleans Visit Europe Be cheated on Get Good grades Have a Laptop Be Ugly Be sick Be single And other ones that are momentary things, like eating something and talking to someone and stuff. Yes. ----------------- 3:18 p.m. I might be worth your time. You might be worth mine. The thing I fear most is waking up one day with the realization that I have wasted my life. My parents are torn, sometimes they think I'm really mature, and other times they wonder how I even manage to stay alive with how irresponsible I am. And when they are confused in me, I am confused in myself. I bet things will work out, though, okay. It will all be okay. I will live until I die. Soon enough it will be all over, and on my death bed I hope that instead of listing to myself all the things I wanted to accomplish and didn't, I will be listing all the things I wanted to accomplish and did. And then some. I hope instead of listing regrets I will be thinking of all the good that came from something I did or someone did for me. I hope instead of thinking of the times my heart was broken, I will be thinking of all the times my heart was happy. I want to be either cremated or donated to science. Nothings cooler than being burned or cut up by medical students.