I don't know what to think anymore! I thought I knew, but now I'm not sure... I mean... I don't know what I mean! I... I wish I could read minds, so I knew what was running throught his. I wish I knew what to say to make it all better. I think he's second guessing himself, again. He does that. But I wish I knew for sure. I wish I knew what to do, or how to help him. I don't even know if he needs help. If only he'd talk to me. After our last conversation, and from what he's been telling me in his emails, he seems slightly unsure; I'm not even saying that sarcasticly! I think that one tiny little seed of doubt has planted it's self on the very egde of his brain and it's growing very, very, very slowly. Maybe it's been there awhile, and he's just noticing it... That would make alot of sence... If only I knew what to do... If only I could read minds! If only he didn't live so far away. Ciao