I looked at you,
Standing in the rain
Wondering what to do
To help ease my pain.
I tried to help you understand
Why you couldn’t make it better;
You’re the one who caused the pain
That now makes me stutter.
Did you know that I love you?
Well, I love you still.
It’s because of my love for you
That I’m now so emotionally ill.
I cried in front of you
There in the rain last night
Because all of our friends
Say that me liking you, in not alright.
They say I had my chance
To be your girlfriend.
But I didn’t take that chance
Because I was afraid of how it would end.
I had pushed my feelings,
Those feelings of love, away.
I told my self, repeatedly
That it was better this way.
But when you leaned over
And kissed me so tenderly
Those feelings came flooding back,
And I know they wouldn’t go easily.
So there we stood
And I told everything to you.
Everything that is,
Except the one thing I wanted too.
You are still my closest friend
Even though I want it to be more.
But I know that I can’t be,
So I’ll just walk back out the door.
ciao
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