Pushed and pulled Torn away and broken. Used and hurt Betrayed and denied. All these things Things that harm things that hurt Happen to me. Maybe its all my fault Perhaps I deserve it. It seems so unfair, so cruel and unfeeling. Treated like an object instead of a human being Instead of a girl. Insensitivity Carelessly tearing me down breaking my spirit. And I try not to show all the pained emotion n my heart. Careless words spoken Torturing my soul. Maybe I deserve being treated this way.