I look back to those months
to the time spent alone
before all of this happened
and I wish that none of it
had ever been done
That nothing had ever been said.
No action had ever been portrayed.
I've been torn down past
what I used to think I could handle
Been treated like the nothing
people seem to think that I am.
But I'm not a nothing
Please don't forget me.
I'm not insignificant.
I know they'll never see these words
the people who have forgotten,
I know they'll ever know the hurt
their actions and distrust has caused.
And I know that even
my having been honest with them
isn't good enough; no trust.
Don't forget friends now
all those of you who read.
Friends will last longer
than relationships,
hatred, and pain.
But only if you let them
Because friends are worth so much more.
Those friends who say things
that hurt you now
could very well end up true
and they don't say them to you
in hopes that they will bring you pain
but rather in belief that you will understand;
They love you and don't want to see your tears.
It may not seem like they care at all,
those friends whose words could ring true
I wish I'd had friends like those
To have warned me from that pain
But alas! I had none to warn me
and here I am today, happy now,
except for the pain I caused a friend.
Perhaps not for me are words to her
spoken from afar
Maybe I'll grow silent
in hopes that she'll forgive.
Or perhaps one day she'll find these words
and have it in her heart to forgive
and rather than forget a friend.
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