So...*deep breath* I still like Coltin and he likes Megan and Megan likes him and all my friends what those two to hook up. I told Megan that Coltin knows "about" her and she was happy b/c he still liked her but real mad b/c someone told him. He told me that it was Jolly who told him, so Megan talked to Jolly and Jolly said it was me so all of my sophomore friends hate me b/c i told coltin which i didn't!! I told megan that I still liked him and that we kinda had a past. She took that as that i was telling her that he was mine and to back off. but i wasn't! so she told all of the sophomores that i was trying to prevent them from hooking up and so that's adds more points to hating! So i went to go talk to megan b/c she told Coltin something that made him hug me and say that he would always be my friend so i assumed that she told him what i had told her about how i was afraid of losing him. so i went and said sorry and she said that she wouldn't be able to trust me anymore but that she forgave me and I asked her the crap she was talking about. she said that jolly had told her that i had told coltin. i told her that i didn't. Megan also told me that all the sophomore friends were mad at me b/c i was hanging all over coltin when i had a boyfriend. so now i'm really really scared that kim is going to call joe and tell him that i'm cheating on him and that's not true... I really like Joe... ALOT! So pardon me but i really just want to curl up in a hole and pretend that i don't exist and then cease to exist. Oh... and my parents are thinking about letting me skip school on monday so that i can cool off and take a day away from everyone who hates me. but to those who still love me... i still love you too. ciao